This is a personal blog where I hope to share my thoughts and I also happen to write poetry as well so thought I'd share. Everyone have a way of expressing themselves. For me the best way to express myself is through writing. Don't hesitate to drop me a line if you have any questions.
So today I actually registered on the Experience Project. Some of the stories on there just breaks my heart. Some are sweet. Just type : ‘I fell in love with my best friend’. If I’m in a similar situation, I think I’ll be in trouble.
This is long overdue but I felt an urge to write somehow about this. A lot of things has been running on my mind lately ever since I got back from my trip to Manila and Auckland.
The first one is an idea that I have sitting around in my mind for quite some time now and it is an idea I’m willing to do whatever it takes to see it through. I’m not going to divulge it here just yet. My dad always tell me I’ve got my head up in the clouds. I used to doubt myself sometimes because my dreams scare me a little but now I’m thinking it’s now or never.
And I have a philosophy that I live by. ‘You don’t have to prove your worth to anyone. You are already enough’
I am my own person and I can’t be bothered dwelling on how people perceive me. I just know of what I am capable of doing, my strengths and talents and that is enough for me.
I accept that there will always be someone smarter than me, more talented or beautiful than me but that’s okay. I just want to give my 100% at what I am doing and I think that’s already good enough for me.
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It’s quiet at night and I can’t sleep. Why? Oh, because I’m having one of those nights.
What nights you asked me. It’s that night when I feel lovesick to my stomach. Pining in twists and knots. For my soulmate. Right.
Yes, if you read my past entries you would know by now that I’m a hopeless romantic. I used to have a friend who asked : why is it hopeless, I’d rather be a hopeful romantic.
She had a point. In fact, maybe I am a hopeful romantic, hoping every one of these nights I’ll meet him.
Listening to Dave Barnes songs back to back.
I also have a love songs playlist which I compiled as a result of one those nights. I write poetry, I write prose.
Writing for someone you haven’t met is nothing new I presumed.
I’ll write more soon and maybe share my love songs playlist in my next post. You could share yours too, let me know.